Sunday 10 August 2014

Earth people are all the same

Growing up with abusive parents , who found nothing right about my art, that it was always demonic and evil, because of the use of symbols and exotic extraterrestrial characters. When i left , I thought society was better outside the premises of the home i lived in, outside the town, and outside the country.... but nope the grass is not greener on other other side, every day I have to face this bullshit. As if people enjoy and get pleasure of making me upset.... in the past I used to shed a lot of tears... now I use the word fuck a lot just to try and get rid of the pain and suffering, to deal with it and to defend myself...  yes deep down inside I am depressed and hurting.... but my face is dry, the tear ducts are empty and only gush when things get too much.

being born intersexed and having to live through life is challenging on its own, but all the other crap I have to deal with as well including the misinterpretation of my artwork and then the rejection from ignorance.




Saturday 2 August 2014

Intimate Contact

Intimate Contact.


Decided that it is complete, though I could have worked more on it, but left it encase I over work it and ruin it (like I have done with some of my work in the past).  Basically it contains the symbols of contact with extraterrestrials, as well as the basics of matter and energy, that they can't exist without each other. Then a beautiful space scape in the viewport of the space craft behind these intimate sensual beings, illustrating the vastness of space and how regular inhabitable planets are. Then looking at these beautiful beings, the left is an Asari which exists in the Mass Effect universe, the middle figure is a hermaphrodite space elf, that exists in my universe, and the right is a hybrid of the two ideas.
Done with Manga Studio, Photoshop on PC and Mac and Paint Shop Pro on PC (for glow ethereal effects… hoping one day I figure out how to do it in Photoshop).